September 4th, 2014 | By QGODFEAR


Living this life and being a parent, the greatest gift one can pass along to our children, is the valuable knowledge of how important it is to have a relationship with Jesus Christ. As a man standing today, I truly thank my Grandmother Frances Clay & my uncle Myron Clay for instilling Christ values within me. As a young man I did not want to hear about prayer and Jesus, but through their intense personalities, they made sure that they were sure that I got it. These values truly have come into play, as they each said they would. What they each taught me, none have I wasted, as my strong spiritual beliefs still become my anchor within all my life storms.

Within this Christ knowledge gift package that God delivered to me through my Grandmother & Uncle, I have found great truth. A truth so deep that most spiritual scholars or even church folks choose not to fathom. Ecclesiastes 1:18 For with much wisdom comes much sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief. I have learned that wisdom comes with time and not with age. I spent many years inside of Grace Lutheran Church and would not truly feel the intense presence of God until My Uncle and I began cleaning our Church as Janitors every Saturday for over 5 years. I began performing this work at around 9 or 10 years of age.

I would often stand in the pulpit, turn on the Pastor’s book light and open the Pastor’s Bible and read from it over the P.A system as if I was preaching to an audience. When my uncle would catch me doing this he would yell “Stop playing up there, and leave Pastor’s stuff alone before you break something” . As time went on, I continued to sneak inside the pulpit and explore the church as my uncle cleaned the downstairs area. I sprinkled Holy water on my head, I even drank some of the communion wine a few times. I would always sneak upstairs, back into the pulpit and begin preaching to the empty pews. One day he caught me again, but this one particular time, my head was down and my eyes were closed while preaching. I did not hear him walk up the stairs, and when I opened my eyes, he was standing at the rear of the Church and he calmly said with a cigarette in his mouth “One day that’s gone be you”. I am now 41 years old and I have yet to except my pastoral calling. Would you pray for me?

Over time I have learned that God will take you as spiritually deep as you are willing to go, and at one point in my life I asked God to take me deep. That was over 20 years ago, since I’ve asked God that question as within that time at around age 19 God took me on a roller coaster ride inside the spiritual. It got to a point to where I asked him, begged him to stop….I remember waking up out of a dream and yelling no more…..After these truths marinated on my mind, I began smoking marijuana quite heavily, which would calm me and give me and escape form truth. I spent close to 13 years addicted to Marijuana, running from God’s truth.

November 2, 2000 was my last day of smoking marijuana and I have not since turned back. After the deliverance from marijuana addiction I learned the depths that demons will go, to keep us hooked. I was a prisoner inside myself in which Tupac Shakur’s words came quite clear “ You don’t have to be in jail to be doing time” . I was a prisoner inside my own mind, body and soul, and true addict. This test has become a part of my testimony, and through addiction severance came my deliverance. At that time I was faced with demons many times….A demon will not make himself clear to you until he has you like a dog on his chain, and I was just that.

Through my growing, in depth relationship with Christ the Holy Spirit has guided me to understand New World Order. It seems like with every passing day I learn more and more in regards to this Conspiracy against the 99% of all mankind. The sad part to me is when you talk about it, write about it, rap about it or sing about it many folks walk away as if you’ve told them something horrible. How can the truth be horrible? The truth is what sets us free, free indeed. Since when did we as a people begin to LOVE THE LIE? The evidence of a controlled system, a controlled and structured banking system is in most bank accounts. Why is it that most of us just get enough to make it by? Why is it that somehow your bank account stays the same or slightly up? Why is it that most of us park in the same spot at the grocery store, work or even when we go to our local restaurants? It’s called Mind Control. You can deny it at this time but watch yourself and your patterns all the way down to your eating and water consumption. As Eddie Griffin put it, “TELLeVISION PROGRAM”, They are TELL you, that you are being mentally PROGRAMMED by what you see and hear via mass media. You are what you eat, so to speak! Illuminati / New World Order symbols are everywhere if you choose to see them. Wake Up!

Mark 8:18 Do you have eyes but fail to see, and ears but fail to hear? And don’t you remember?

Proverbs 20:12 Ears that hear and eyes that see the Lord has made them both.

Jeremiah 5:21 ‘Hear this now, O foolish people,Without understanding, Who have eyes and see not, And who have ears and hear not

Matthew 13:16 But blessed are your eyes because they see, and your ears because they hear.